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A Question That Came on a Good Day

Today a question suddenly appeared in my mind. It was actually a good day It’s a fasting month day even though i’m not fasting lol but the atmosphere still felt calm, soft, and warm.  This is my fifth day in a row (with him) together with no space in between, five days of constant presence.  And suddenly it becomes a good week <3 - I once heard people say that  “Love should never feel hard if it feels hard maybe it isn’t love.”  i kind of agree… or at least i want to. So when love starts to feel heavy, i always starting to questioning everything. Something small happened yesterday but it opened an old memory. Two years ago i asked my boyfriend for a plushie, just a plushie (or not 'just'). He couldn’t buy it for some reason and i get it why, soo i bought him one (so i wouldn’t feel guilty for asking) for proofing that not because couldn’t afford it, but because i wanted it to come from him. i wanted to feel chosen, not supplied. - Later, he told me that if i want ...

Eid al-Adha

Dear shabscribe reader


On a blessed day of Eid, 

let's seek the blessings of the Almighty together


For hearts that have been hurt because of a sharp tongue, let me apologize physically and mentally, 

let me apologize for all my mistakes intentionally or unintentionally


I deeply regret any words or actions that may have caused you pain

As we mark this special day I humbly ask for your forgiveness and understanding.


Please know that it was never my intention to cause you any distress. 


There is no word more beautiful than sorry and there is no struggle as beautiful as forgiveness reflect upon my actions and realize that 


May this Eid bring you peace, joy, and prosperity

Let us embrace the spirit of forgiveness and reconciliation, and move forward with renewed harmony and love.


From within myself 

Happy Eid Mubarak!


Warm regards,

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