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A Question That Came on a Good Day

Today a question suddenly appeared in my mind. It was actually a good day It’s a fasting month day even though i’m not fasting lol but the atmosphere still felt calm, soft, and warm.  This is my fifth day in a row (with him) together with no space in between, five days of constant presence.  And suddenly it becomes a good week <3 - I once heard people say that  “Love should never feel hard if it feels hard maybe it isn’t love.”  i kind of agree… or at least i want to. So when love starts to feel heavy, i always starting to questioning everything. Something small happened yesterday but it opened an old memory. Two years ago i asked my boyfriend for a plushie, just a plushie (or not 'just'). He couldn’t buy it for some reason and i get it why, soo i bought him one (so i wouldn’t feel guilty for asking) for proofing that not because couldn’t afford it, but because i wanted it to come from him. i wanted to feel chosen, not supplied. - Later, he told me that if i want ...
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Secure?

Time keeps running and lots of things have hapenned.

The struggle between me and myself never stop, but for a while, i was in the moment and felt secure.

But now? idk.


not a single creature chooses to be born ugly and neither did I.

I also hope i am as lucky as the beautiful people out there bro.



I never expected or imagined that someone would change from their current appearence

Especially the people i love

I love them just the way they are and i really dont understad why people out there want me to change?

want me to turn lighter? why do you want me to change my appearence?

bro whats wrong I love my skin color



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My baby hair - My long branched hair - My bald eyebrows - My acne and redness - My tiny pug - My panda eye bags - My uneven teeth - My chapped dry lips - My height - My weight - My bones - My skin - And my thousands of others apperence problems.

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I know i am not perfect and the example above are just a few of the flaws i see in myself

But ik that I am kind, I am nice, I am generous, I am fabolous, I am loyal, I am smart, I am supportive, I am open minded, I am thoughtful and I am enough.


I know my worth and i am not sad about the comments on my appearence im just surprised that someone i love (whom i've never judged for his looks) would say something like that, its kind of funny, really.


Ilove you all we are beautiful.





I AM NOT YOUR TYPE AND I AM TOTALLY OKAY LOL.

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