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A Question That Came on a Good Day

Today a question suddenly appeared in my mind. It was actually a good day It’s a fasting month day even though i’m not fasting lol but the atmosphere still felt calm, soft, and warm.  This is my fifth day in a row (with him) together with no space in between, five days of constant presence.  And suddenly it becomes a good week <3 - I once heard people say that  “Love should never feel hard if it feels hard maybe it isn’t love.”  i kind of agree… or at least i want to. So when love starts to feel heavy, i always starting to questioning everything. Something small happened yesterday but it opened an old memory. Two years ago i asked my boyfriend for a plushie, just a plushie (or not 'just'). He couldn’t buy it for some reason and i get it why, soo i bought him one (so i wouldn’t feel guilty for asking) for proofing that not because couldn’t afford it, but because i wanted it to come from him. i wanted to feel chosen, not supplied. - Later, he told me that if i want ...

SPECIAL DAY OF MINE

Its Incredible to reflect on the past year and see one of my bold desicion has taken me on another new chapter filled with many unexpected twist.

As i look my 2023 feel like a year full of stillness and sadnes, but it set a stage perfectly for the vibrant and exhilarting journey that 2024 is turning out to be.


Jakarta's Citylight Atmosphere That Night (Saturday 05/08/2023)


This morning I woke up with a smile and so excited to meet my special person. 
After getting ready i hopped on a gojek and headed to our meeting point at Freshmarket Bintaro. 
The market was bustling with life, filled with the vibrant energy of housewives shopping for the day. 
(He was really interested in this issue, he talked about it many times)

We enjoyed a delicious brunch of famous misoa, taking in the sights and sounds around us. 
Afterward we went to his house where he had some work to do. 
For dessert, we ordered donuts and I indulged in a decadent choco lava donut yayy its really delicious.
We spent hours cleaning his room, turning chores into a shared experience. 
As the day ended, we had dinner together, and he took me home
Thanks baby


i would never have thought that, that night would be one of the days where i started to mark this day as a special day for me.

And of course this will continue to be our special day in the future, I hope.


Right now my heart is overfowing with happinnes and gratitude, as i've had the enormouse fortune of meeting the most perfect person in my life.

His presence has brought a lot of joys, loves and senses of complitness that i never knew was possible.

Love him today, tomorrow and everyday <3


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